I won the Pick of the month art contest on the GAME MAGAZINE "GAMEPRO"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was looking through it this morning, and I happened to come across the art attack section. I did send in a bunch of drawings to them last month or whenever XD.....But It feels all surreal! I've NEVER won ANYTHING in my little LIFE!!!!! XDDD
whoever reads that magazine and sees that picture will get a NICE BIG FRESH cookie from me! XD
Yes I had to put my "English name" for reader's sake XD Remember I am Kurenai Towairaito Allen though, just not mentioned in the magazine.




Don't forget this either...

XDDDDDDDDDD Sorry I just find these plz icons hysterical!

I want to thank EVERYONE and I mean EVERYONE who has helped me out for past...I don't know when XD And on SUNDAY night when I said that I'll commit suicide...That was stupid, i was blinded by anger,hatred, sorrow and all kinds of other overwhelming emotions that I can think of.
Yes you guys are VERY right, I can't just throw everything away all in one night due to foolishness and utter stupidity and...ASSHOLENESS XD It was hard, yes, but that was wrong of me to say that. I'm a femme bot, I have to fight back no matter what.
At first I thought that might go away when she first started and I could make my self oblivious to it and all. But things that she put were just ery horrid and harsh to the extreme. It makes me wonder, why do they do it? what's the point?
Another thing is, it seems that she only CUSSED at me, not you guys, which I am glad she didn't because she'd be asking for more than a wicked thump from me . It looks like she wound you guys up. How stupid can you get? Art thievery...very tsk tsk naughty, and so close to Christmas too!

Now to thank ALL those who helped me get back on my feet!
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Thanks to everyone of YOU, my gratitude is endless *hands everyone a Shaymin* XDDD
Yes with out all your help, who knows what I would have done and smashing my very *gulp* expensive laptop is not an option LOL Nor would I ever go killing myself, that's stupid. Seeing what had happened I now know where my true friends are and who AREN'T. I'd be breaking hearts on here for crying out loud! I'd do the same for you guys if I knew it was happening.
So yeah it's back to the usual schedule XD. I'm still not recovered from this traumatic incident, but hopefully it'll be gone by Christmas time!
.........speaking of which.......OMG I still have to get started on my shopping! XDDDDDD








XD I love these things! So much fun to play with! see? look!
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Yay! The club that I'm in probably the ONLY one that interested me on the first glance and took numerous tries to get into....Well I just posted a lot of questions XD Hey I'm picky when it comes down to joining a club. Not my fault, spank you very much XD Now I'm off to go and drool all over Zero while no one's lookin'

XDDDDDD I loves Zero-sama!